It's funny that I'm always eating when I post something here. But this time it's not bread with peanut butter and strawberry jam. I'm eating milo and biscuits :P Haha, another wonderful combination...
I'm cutting out the 'birds' now. It's harder than it looks. Yea, I'm using a scissors used for cutting hair. Haha, which reminds me of a few lines from the movie You Don't Mess With The Zohan.
"I want to.... ... cut hair."
"Make your hair silky smooth..."
Actually I'm not sure wether I'm cutting them right, but I sure hope I am. Haha, I think there's gonna be a problem with the sewing part :p
I feel so lost right now. I don't know what I'm feeling. I think I'm supposed to be happy, but I'm not. And it's not sadness I'm feeling. Believe me, I know how being upset feels like. I'm just.... I don't know what best describes this... empty.
All these things that I've been doing, the decisions I've made, the choices I made; it's making me vulnerable.
Punch me, it'll hurt. Stab me, I'll bleed. I don't want to be shattered all over again. I don't think I can bring myself back up again if it ever does happens.
Dang, I'm thinking way too much already. Gotta play it cool... ;] Everything's gonna turn out just fine. "Oh yea, real comforting". Haha, the beauty of sarcasm.
Ok, I finished cutting out ten 'birds' already. Will leave out the rest for tomorrow since I'm still not very sure I'm doing it right.
I'm hoping for a great day tomorrow, seriously. Staying positive =) (trying desperately to.)
I wish... Oh nevermind.
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