Tuesday, December 24, 2013

What you put me through, I guess you may never know. Leaving me bare with nothing more to give.

You're obviously not being honest but well, what can I do... 没关系吧。我不告诉自己要冷血一点,我會伤心死。I'll be patient and wait here, clueless. You may not know it, but sorry, I'm being hurt too

Sunday, December 22, 2013

Has she ever spared a thought for me... I guess not.

Sunday, December 15, 2013

It just doesn't seem right, waking up with this empty feeling. Like no matter what I do, it does not mean much. Whyyyyyyyyy...I don't know how to describe it; empty, hollow and, heavy. Maybe this is the place where there used to be something, or someone. Someone who is gone. Every time when I need you most, you bail out on me. From my side, that's how it feels.

改變自己,尋找自己.

If you don't like yourself, who would?

怎麼了?怎麼了?怎麼了?怎麼了?怎麼了?怎麼了?

Friday, December 13, 2013

就這樣 . 也沒怎樣

Slowly, in my own stupid way of pulling through and holding myself together, I try to feel more detached and indifferent to what this has come to. But I still have the same feelings for her, that I cannot just simply close and shut away. A rough road doesn't mean it's the end of the road.

Let's not forget the good days.

Monday, December 09, 2013

There is no "I"

What about... ... me?

我真的什麼都不是嗎


Sunday, December 08, 2013

Mind the Gap。Never Forget。緣



The more time passes, the more I remember 
The air was fresh, and the song so sweet 


I saw a shorter version of this on the screen at the 捷運station while waiting for the train. This is a commercial for Kingston USB products, but this full version is such a beautifully done short film.



心下著雨。



提到感情的事,我媽媽常說到緣份這個字。兩人再一起相處最終真的是靠緣份嗎?她教我這兩個字,這簡單的道理我還是很難相信與理解。 難道,我和我一路來心愛的那個女生真的不夠緣分嗎?我不知道是不是緣分不夠,還是也許緣分來了幾次,但我沒有好好的保握。但我知道,這個緣分,我非常珍惜。我只希望,你不會放棄我。我也沒辦法,沒資格,也不應該強迫任何人。再難過,我也不想就這樣無意間放棄一個未完成的感情。



Wednesday, December 04, 2013

It's nice to live on the top floor on the hilltop overlooking the city. The nights alone on the rooftop, taking in the city lights, the distant stars. It's peaceful at night, tranquil (and very cold!). I want to feel that inside myself, stop all that vexed feelings running in circles.

I feel so hurt, at this low point. Enjoying the quiet nights eases the burdens. Words and feelings are as empty as they can get. But no matter what... 我不想哭。Not on these beautiful nights. No. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no.

Monday, December 02, 2013

Think think think!

現實,幸福,害怕,未來,感情,夢想,悲傷,生活,勇氣,快樂

The choices that matter are always one of the toughest decisions to make.