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It's nice to live on the top floor on the hilltop overlooking the city. The nights alone on the rooftop, taking in the city lights, the distant stars. It's peaceful at night, tranquil (and very cold!). I want to feel that inside myself, stop all that vexed feelings running in circles.

I feel so hurt, at this low point. Enjoying the quiet nights eases the burdens. Words and feelings are as empty as they can get. But no matter what... 我不想哭。Not on these beautiful nights. No. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no.