Sweet Charity at SIA

Went to watch Sweet Charity yesterday night... Alone. It was performed by the school's Musical Theatre Students and I could spot some Alumnis. I enjoyed the show, wonderful sets, nice music, great performance. It all looked so professional, and I could see that it was a big budget show. Luckily I bumped into Brian, thanks for giving me a ticket! Haha...


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This one of my favourite scenes. It's a dance. =p

"The best and safest thing is to keep a balance in your life, acknowledge the great powers around us and in us. If you can do that, and live that way, you are really a wise man." - Euripides

"Only those who dare to fail greatly, can ever achieve greatly." - Robert F. Kennedy

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Gotta be strong... =)

Disappointment

Simple Plan- Perfect

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
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Some things never change.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

Why the sad face?

Haha, back again in the library, really shouldn't be hanging around here too much. Gigi and An's in the library too, somewhere across me :p I should be in the studio doing more productive work. Today was just like any other day, depressing... But nah, nothing major or tragic happened. All's good.

I don't know... I'm just jaded. No I'm not good, I need to work harder. But I'm not seeing much results, they are not seeing much results too. Because I say that I try, but actually I should do more! Think people think! I got a feeling academic work is really really piling up. I haven't been touching them in a while. I feel the long late nights coming soon (please no procrastination! :p) .... Dance cultures in Asia fusion dance, Collaboration!

I got this big question right now... What's an introvert like me doing in dance? It's contradicting and it's... annoying.

Am I better off stuck in some office cubicle? Haha, no I don't have the brains for it.

All these random stuffs running round and round. That's what you call thinking too much about pointless things when there's so much work to be done. T_T

I'm tired... Tired of my not so tiring but tired schedule, tired of me being such a loser at home when usually I am a good person, tired of me having these two different sides, tired of the depressed me, tired of trying to act like someone I am not.

I am tired.

I need a rest. I want to be happier.

The Week so far...

The schedule of project week is crazy! (Well sometimes I feel) Even though there's no ballet and contemporary technique class in the morning, it still felt like a long day. We start at 10, which is not that early. The day is packed full with rehearsals one after another, of if we're lucky, there's short breaks in between. My brain's gonna explode from trying to remember so many movements. Ok ok, patience is the key. No point getting frustrated and lose it =) I hope I can get through to graduation fast. Just thinking about all the incomplete Collaboration, Dance Culture, FWM makes me stress.

Why am I so reluctant to go work on all these? That's my failing. But I can be "hardworking" at other things. Weird... -_-" It's all in the head. And my head is blank. Or it's on standby mode. One word. Lazy. zzz zzz zzz...

I've been having a hard time convincing myself to go school. I don't know why I'm doing this. But lately it's getting better. Maybe I don't like some of the stuff we do. But I think, maybe, knowing how to appreciate and enjoy some of the nicer little things is enough. Enough to help get me through the day. Haha, oh and now I realize how having something to look forward to helps :p YES, I AM GOING HOLIDAY!!! WAHAHAHA =p

Right now, I still feel like I am standing at the edge of the cliff, with chances of falling off. Somebody pull me back please... I need to find my place soon. Confused...

Back to rehearsal now. See ya!

Here There and Nowhere

Lasalle internet connection is slow! But it's better than nothing still. And we need to log in using our lasalle account now.

I ask myself why I'm doing all this. I don't know why. Is it because I like it? Maybe, but sometimes I cannot totally agree too. Just hoping I push through everything and graduate. Collaborations, research papers/ dances, FWM. What comes next I'll find out and and work out something along the way -_-" ... What a plan.

You know my what my problem is? I do think about things. I do plan things. I just don't do it. I don't make it happen.

How I wish life was different, and maybe I wouldn't be here right now.

There isn't much I can do sitting in this library is there? Haha... Off I go then.

I think there is still lao po bing rotting in my house =P