The Week so far...

The schedule of project week is crazy! (Well sometimes I feel) Even though there's no ballet and contemporary technique class in the morning, it still felt like a long day. We start at 10, which is not that early. The day is packed full with rehearsals one after another, of if we're lucky, there's short breaks in between. My brain's gonna explode from trying to remember so many movements. Ok ok, patience is the key. No point getting frustrated and lose it =) I hope I can get through to graduation fast. Just thinking about all the incomplete Collaboration, Dance Culture, FWM makes me stress.

Why am I so reluctant to go work on all these? That's my failing. But I can be "hardworking" at other things. Weird... -_-" It's all in the head. And my head is blank. Or it's on standby mode. One word. Lazy. zzz zzz zzz...

I've been having a hard time convincing myself to go school. I don't know why I'm doing this. But lately it's getting better. Maybe I don't like some of the stuff we do. But I think, maybe, knowing how to appreciate and enjoy some of the nicer little things is enough. Enough to help get me through the day. Haha, oh and now I realize how having something to look forward to helps :p YES, I AM GOING HOLIDAY!!! WAHAHAHA =p

Right now, I still feel like I am standing at the edge of the cliff, with chances of falling off. Somebody pull me back please... I need to find my place soon. Confused...

Back to rehearsal now. See ya!