Haha, back again in the library, really shouldn't be hanging around here too much. Gigi and An's in the library too, somewhere across me :p I should be in the studio doing more productive work. Today was just like any other day, depressing... But nah, nothing major or tragic happened. All's good.
I don't know... I'm just jaded. No I'm not good, I need to work harder. But I'm not seeing much results, they are not seeing much results too. Because I say that I try, but actually I should do more! Think people think! I got a feeling academic work is really really piling up. I haven't been touching them in a while. I feel the long late nights coming soon (please no procrastination! :p) .... Dance cultures in Asia fusion dance, Collaboration!
I got this big question right now... What's an introvert like me doing in dance? It's contradicting and it's... annoying.
Am I better off stuck in some office cubicle? Haha, no I don't have the brains for it.
All these random stuffs running round and round. That's what you call thinking too much about pointless things when there's so much work to be done. T_T
I'm tired... Tired of my not so tiring but tired schedule, tired of me being such a loser at home when usually I am a good person, tired of me having these two different sides, tired of the depressed me, tired of trying to act like someone I am not.
I am tired.
I need a rest. I want to be happier.
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