Being Random.

Hungry. I'm eating bread with peanut butter and strawberry jam now. That's a delicious combination =p

I don't think I'm fully utilizing my holiday. It's almost two months already but I still don't feel the holiday mood. Maybe it's because there's the performance in August to worry about. Maybe.... Haha...

Been visiting the library quite a few times recently. It's funny seeing the secondary and junior college students studying inside there. Stress is written all over their faces. Even when it was reaching 9pm, many students were still busy mugging away. And there I was taking my own leisure time strolling down the aisle of books looking for something nice to read. I feel so relaxed compared to all those students. Sad... Wahaha...

Been having nightmares since the end of dance camp. Well, sort of... it's not really scary but it just makes me feel bad when I wake up. And there're all about the same thing, though they're all different scenes. Four times already. Dang, am I getting paranoid? Haha, maybe it would help to not think too much before going to sleep.

There's supposed to be a few more random stuffs I wanna write about. But I'm getting lazy. And it's getting late. Will end here for now. No wait, one more thing...

Realized I've been sailing off course lately. I'm not heading towards my destination. Just floating around and going where the wind takes me, with no regards as to whether it takes me closer or farther away from my destination. Is this the right thing to do? Or is it time for me to keep the sails, row out my oars and start peddling?

Hmmm.... Think I'll do both. The wind will take me along with it, and my oars will make sure I don't steer off course too much. Yup. Let's leave it at that for now. Focus, ZuYou. Stay positive. Still I remain nostalgic in this journey across these seas of melancholies.

Haha, what the he*l was all that about? Just a lousy attempt to express how I'm feeling in a more interesting way :p

Peace.