This.... is old.

IT's LOUD. You've been warned...

Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before I was sure?

(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(She is the one), and I have to fight this,
(she is the one), the villain I can't knock down.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
Everything's small on the ground below, down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?

(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(she is the one), and I will be haunted,
(she is the one), this gift is my curse for now.


I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say.
Still I will always fight on for you.

(Instrumental)

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say.
Still I will always fight on for you.
Fight on for you...
Fight on for you...


Found this song "hiding' inside my PSP. It's a song from the soundtrack of Spider-Man 2. I know, it's so old already. I still remember Vindicated used to be the song on my blog :p Oh, I'm a big fan of the Web Slinger. Okay, maybe last time. Now I got no time for these childish indulgences -.-" Anyway, this song(especially the chorus) sounds like how I felt about some experiences I went through last time, which I hate to recall. Well not literally but... metaphorically :p Okay I guess nobody understands what I'm saying here.

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Now that I have no life, I can concentrate more on getting work done, to do what needs to be done, to dance what needs to be danced. I hate this life. Is this what I want? But I do like to busy myself with dance. That's all I know how to do. Other people got places here and there to go, to meet someone, have some appointment, got a gathering etc. All I go are studios. Haha... Nah, I'm quite sure I go out elsewhere sometimes too, just that I don't remember them. So far the only relaxing things I do are the occasional afternoons when I have time to hangout in the school library and the late nights when I am not working on some head-bangin 'ass'ignment.