Monday, October 05, 2009

Still Injured

Oh man, I sat in front of the computer for almost half a day. Good thing is, I finished my work... =)


I watched the Moonfest performance on Friday. Good job everyone! Xing Peng Xing looks great, Ba Lang looks awesome, Bai Shou looks nice. I hope I get to perform with the Huay Kuan dancers the next time.


I feel so unwelcomed everywhere. It looks to me that everyone's got their own loved ones. My Family. Huay Kuan. Cheng. Why is it that I feel like an outsider that just happen to be around sometimes. Why is it I always feel so left out? Am I really just meant to be like this and nothing more? I hope it's just me thinking too much...


Stop treating me like this. I hate it. I hate myself for being me. But I can't change who I am.


I just have to try.


Nothing comes close to feeling like this...

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