I screwed up.
I keep losing my temper.
I keep disappointing the people around me.
I'm sorry I'm weak and can't take the challenges life throws towards me.
I'm sorry I lost it again and again.
My knee got screwed up just after a few years of training. I'm not getting anywhere with my standard of dancing. I really should just give up now. The sooner the better. It's clearly true that I can never make it in this industry. Even those with the talent, the leverage, the money could hardly make it big. Who am I to think that what I'm doing is worth it? Just burning money and wasting time away... Their money, their time. No way I can repay them back.
I hope one day someone will scold and scream at me. Wake me up from all these childishness, and all these foolish dreaming. I'll stop my ingnorance now.
No matter how hard I try, I keep failing to outrun myself.
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hey,i don't know you...but i've seen you dance at the cstd competition this year..and i was like woah,amazing!!! :) where did this dancer come from? one of the future stars!!! :D
don't give up!
it gets hard at times....but keeep going,you've come this far..and just as you think you should give up, HANG ON, you're going to discover something new about yourself and you'll see improvements sooon! take care of the knee! :) physio's goood..All the best for your future! Stay strong and smile! :)
"When things go wrong as they sometimes will;
When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill;
When the funds are low, and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but have to sigh;
When care is pressing you down a bit-
Rest if you must, but do not quit.
Success is failure turned inside out;
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt;
And you can never tell how close you are
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit-
It’s when things go wrong that you must not quit."
finally, YOU CAN DO IT! :) have faith! it's ok to lose your temper at times, just remember, when life deals you a lemon, squeeze out a smile..and everything will be alright.... :)
you. have. a. fan.
XD haha... this is old news la but sometimes if looking at the end of the staircase makes you feel even more tired, it can be helpful to just focus on taking one step at a time...
And if you haven't even taken the first step, well at the bottom there's nowhere to go except up.
Jiayou ba... Sometimes life screws up, but you'll always find a way to get through it. :)
Life wouldnt be perfect without setbacks. Without those falls and setbacks, we wouldnt noe how to climb even higher.
Its not like you are getting nowhere with your dancing. People had started to acknowledge you already. Just, dont doubt yourself too much.
Dont be sorry of yourself, or whatever that causes you these feelings for we all know that everyone can do better, if only we believe.
Its ohkay to lose our temper for it may be a process for us to learn better. Its just something we need to go through.
Just remember that if you fall, go ahead and scream or sulk about it. But, just remember to pick yourself up when you're done with it ^^
Jiayous! And take care of your knee! ;D
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