Before after

I'm a very inactive blogger.. =p

Recently we just finished the opera performance. Wow, it's been a long time since I've been involved. Being a calefare is really tough in a way. It's really uncomfortable to stand still holding a spear for like what, 15 to 20 minutes? I don't get how the leads can concentrate on their singing and acting with the tight head accesories binded to their heads. I can't even stand patiently with it tied to my head. Anyway, I really need to pick up a dialect, hokkien or teochew, if not I'll never ever be able to appreciate the chinese operas we're doing. The last day was a pretty long day. We moved all the sets, props and costumes back to LYS. No lorry ride this time though, it was packed to the top. At LYS, we kept almost everything back in its place. That's quite an achievement :p Haha, but we finished everything at 1am plus -.-zzz

Opera performance is over. Cheng's term break is over and the Chengs are back from quaratine. My life's back to normal again. I don't think I'm mentally and physically prepared for it yet. And school's starting soon too. I gotta get my engine running again man. Ain't taking a day off. Hahaha, but maybe I'll take half a day off for now. I need some quality time to socialise with the new PS3 at home :p My brother's buddies with it already.

Okay, that piece of machine is bad for me. Should stop playing it before I get hooked.

Looking back, I see that my life has changed a lot. The things I do everyday, the way I spend the day, the people I spend it with. Everything. Everything that once was, it all seems so long ago. I'm not saying I don't like this new change. It's just well, I feel that I am caught somewhere in between. Different environment, different lifestyle, different things, different people, different friends.

The people I meet from different places, there's a different side of Zu You they see. They all see me differently. But I'm still... me. Self image is really important. I really should be mindful of the way I bring myself. Haha... if not I'll always end up being that xiao Zu You. And you all condemn me.

Everyday I try to get myself back up, and climb out of this hole. Maybe, and probably, a few years down the road, things are gonna be drastically different.

I hope to see what I hope to see. The man in the mirror.

For now, I just gotta keep at it man! My unglamorous body is just so uncooperative. Gotta get that leg up. Gotta bend that back. Gotta jump higher. Gotta turn straight. Gotta soften. GOTTA RECOVER! =)

It's been a long time, or has it only been a while? Silly boy, it depends on how you measure long.