Why

I see how many people show the ugly side of them when they vent out their frustration in blogs, saying unpleasant things. I'm guilty of doing that a couple of times too, but I'll try to avoid doing that from now on...
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I feel so misunderstood. I can't believe Huikuan is always questioning me where my priority is. I thought that was something so obvious. What ever happened to trust? I'm so disappointed that they don't trust me, even though I've been there for almost seven years already.

You can criticize my dead face, emotion-less, no expression dancing. You can criticize my stiff dancing. You can criticize my lousy ballet technique. But please don't criticize my sense of priority of what or where is more important.

They really don't see the matured sensible responsible side of me. Even "emo" teenagers grow up a little too someday after thinking too much.

I'm heart broken. See what I mean about I feel like I belong no where?

I feel like I don't belong in my family. Now the place that feels like my second family don't see me as one.

Why?