Saturday, October 16, 2010

Discouraged

A lot of things on my mind. Too fogged up and troubled to think straight. Can't even type a post properly.


Just not happy with my life as usual. Right, everybody's got a problem with their lives. I won't make my problem your problem. Just wish I was part of another's.


I don't know what to do or think anymore.
What is there to look forward to.
Oh ya, maybe I won't be able to perform anymore.
But it does not really matter to anyone doesn't it.
I'm ST(security trooper) or in this case, suck-thumb.


I know lah, I can only blame myself for thinking too much. Perharps I was better off before, leaving the whole matter alone thinking it was never right.


All these isn't right but it seems so right. Ever get this feeling? I am... lost.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

It matters to huaykuan la, loss of an awesome dancer leh. :( Don't be discouraged... sooner or later your lucky break will come along. Just have to hang in there for now... jiayou!! :)

Rui said...

OH MAN I TYPED A WHOLE CHUNK AND BLOGGER TELLS ME THAT MY REQUEST CANNOT BE COMPLETED. WTH.

hahas. See, i'm so suay. I forgot what i typed, i'll try to recall..

Anyway, Eli is right! Loss of an awesome dancer! You don't know what we all think of you: AWESOME BA LANG ZU YOU! hahas. Dance sucks without you los.. I miss you so much. I like, got no buddy le =( But at least i get to see you on the weekends, i guess that's alright?

We'll never be contented with our lifes lah. We'll always find something to pick on. But as long as we have friends to support, i guess it makes everything right, doesn' it? =)

Security important leh. Protect us from crazy people who stab us from behind, and terrorists who left their bombs behind. Hee.. Must jia you okay, Ah You! =)