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Change. I cannot adapt to change quickly and comfortably. Sometimes things change and I am still stuck in my own old world. Still thinking about what there was, not what it is. I cannot embrace the present fully and live happy with it.

Moving house soon! Still be living in Woodlands area, but more towards Marsiling ba. It'll be a different environment ba, kinda... it's still a quite neighbourhood, but even quieter without the random lorries and motocycles zooming past. The new house will be in the middle of a few blocks of houses, not right beside the road of Woodlands Drive 14.

I need time to think things out. Maybe... Coz right now I am in a "not so okay" kinda feeling. Hmmm... I have no idea how to put all these into words, will probably complicate confuse people if I try. I am just feeling very out of place. People around me, everywherer I am, I feel like a stranger. I think it's just me being sort of anti-social. But why? I am human too, a socialble creature. Arg...

Sometimes I think people don't take me seriously. I don't take things seriously enough myself maybe, and always think of giving up before I even fully commit to it. I hate myself for being such a loser sometimes. It's not just about dance, but me as a person and how I do things. =(

Gotta love what I am doing.
Gotta learn to take care of myself.
Gotta know what's important.
Gotta make the right choices.
Gotta catch 'em all. (-_-" this is not funny at all.)
Gotta make sure I don't repeat past mistakes.
Gotta know what's good and what's not.
Gotta forget and let go.
Gotta grow up.

I so look forward to the day things change. For the better.