Monday, October 15, 2007

Nothing I could do.

I don't know why but I can't bring myself to write long long posts recently. I do write a lot for my journal assignments. Hmmm, maybe I should post those assignments here. But who cares anyway, I realize only a few people come to this page. Maybe just one person. Haha...


There's really a lot I wanna say. Maybe I'll write about it next time. Not in a good mood right now. No, it's not about what I've always been depressing about. It's just me. I hate myself coz I'm not a person of good character. I've always respect people with good character, I don't give a damn about successful people. But I realized I'm an asshole myself. I try to change, I really do, but I can't


Give me more time. Dad, you really are a successful person. You worked hard from the bottom up and I fucking well know, coz that's what you keep saying. You did many things well and gave us a lot. But there's something you should know; you fail as a father, my father. Dad, I hope you'll never read this. Coz this is the only thing I have to say to you: FUCK YOU


Maybe I'm just really angry right now and don't mean it. Or maybe I do. Shit. I'll change, for you and you but not you. Dang, I should remove this post.


Why are you so sad?

2 comments:

Rui said...

Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
and you don't know what to do
Nothing you confess could make me love you less.

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So, if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well, I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
and don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong...

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own


Sry i posted the whole song cos tads wad i wanna tell u. Ah You, let's jia you together .Cheer up ba =)

Zu You said...

Oh boy ZuYou you've done it now. Man I was an angry boy then -.-" Makes me wanna beat the crap outta myself seeing what I said back then.