Shi Bai Shi Chen Gong Zi Mu?

Wahaha,just managed to logged in yesterday only so decided to post another entry again... :p Sadly, it's gonna be somehow related to dance again.. G-A-Y!!!

Got a call from Studio Wu this afternoon, Caleb told me that I got through the hiphop audition... Yea!! look out for me in the upcoming production baby!! But it'll just be a small role I guess. Oh well, couldn't expect more. So I was like "what about the jazz audition?" He told me he's not sure but I could check my e-mail to find out. And so begins a whole day of anticipation... Haha..

Didn't get in for jazz =( So pissed off, at nobody but particularly at myself... Guess I just wasn't good enough. No wait, when was I ever good? Great... Will really have to work hard if I were to achieve something. But where to start? Haiz, Bu yao tiao wu le lah =p

There's also that hiphop dance comp that me and my so-called crew(JuzWhack) joined last saturday. Obviously we lost... Haha, what more could you expect from a punk with failure written all over him? Was REALLY down that day after the comp, went to toa payoh to meet our dancemates from Huikuan. Phew! Luckily Laoshi wasn't there. There's no way I could face her then... Skipping class and joining some bloody competition and coming back empty-handed. Haha, Boon, Engkiat and Ed were cheering me up, saying like "it's okay, we just join for fun","We only lost coz we're not there... yet"... there's more but I forget liao =p

Was ashamed to face her too. It just sucks that I had no good news to tell her. I really wanted to impress her or something ya know? Dang....

Anyway, it wasn't a really competitive comp anyway.. and the judges were peeps from Styles From Beyond, not some famous local instructor like Patrick Loo or something... Many crews that took part were just doin the common stuffs like krumping and wacking and all. And there were quite a few which obviously didn't have technical training. Haha, they were doin all the shaking stuff wrongly :P But who am I to criticise them -.-" Haha... There were good crews too and they won of course. They were REALLY good, we were WAY OUT of our league...

I guess I took a harder fall than the rest of my crew. You see, we lost partly coz we're not good enough as dancers... obviously. As for the other reason, haiz, don't really wanna talk about it. Y'all all would know... if you think about it. Haha, but don't waste your time thinkin..

It's gettin late... wanted to type more stuff actually but if I do, you would have fallen asleep reading all this crap :p

Oh ya, heard Chong tellin the sec 1s this today during class... "If you think you can do it, you can do it" or something like that. I thought this phrase was kinda encouraging =)Haha, will keep this inside my head....

I should end this post on a good note. Been crazy over chocolates recently :p Not the expensive ones though. Peeps out there, you all should try Cadbury boost, hope I got the spelling right :P It tastes absolutely urmz.... chocolatety!!! Wahaha.. K, gotta go.

Peace out.