Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Hit The Floor

Guess what? I'm having my chemistry practicals later. Hope I can pass... Those stupid chemicals sure are confusing. This salt and that salt blah blah blah. Haha, if I can score well for titration I should be able to pass =p.


Oh yes, went to the preliminary round last sunday. It was great. Enjoyed my time there. There were many crews there. All of them knew each other lor. No fair. We were like strangers. Saw many familiar faces, although I don't know them. The Oschool and Studiowu peeps weren't there though =(


Oh yah, I can't believe I was intimidated by MATK.inc... I mean, they're just a bunch of little kids. But they won a lot of dance comps. And their costumes, so nice sia. And their crew's name was written on it. And their parents all wore the MATK.inc shirt too.


There were no cheers for us -.-" We only had 3 supporters. Haha, oh well...


Life's kinda boring nowadays... everyone's studying for Os. Nothing interesting to do. I should study too.


Peace y'all.

Friday, October 27, 2006

Boy at the corner...

I feel like I'm being left out in a lot of things. Life really sucks now. Everthing's in a mess. So f*cked up. What I really want now is to get through this exam period as fast as possible.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Study!!!

I don't know whether I'll get killed writing this entry. But I'll carry on anyway. Everyone knows that O levels are coming right? Sec 4E5N students should be studying right? And here I am joining this dumb competition -.-" Haha, and I'm not one of those inteligent students. In fact, I need extra help.


Thought I could cope with both at the same time. Like they got this night study sessions. I could study during weekends and like dance on weekends. But realized I couldn't do it. Too distracted.


To make things worse, I'm getting stressed over this comp. Like what the he*l? I should be worried about the exam instead. Even til now, the choreo is not fully out yet. It's not nice at all, done by me... With the help of some videos and of course Eng Kiat. Haven't really danced the whole item before and most of them are still in the process of getting the steps right.


Think I always expect too much from the crew. For Pikachu, I think I was being a jerk, complaining and all. Then there's NJRC, I was worse then, scolding people and all. Like, who the f*ck am I? Why am I shoating at them? Haha, so I realized that and tried to relax a little now. But I still get worked up all the time when we couldn't get the steps right. Haha, will work on that...


As for my studies, I really don't feel like studying. Something is wrong here. Die liao. Told Mdm Leow about it and she says die liao lor. Haha, kidding, I don't remember what she said but I'll try studying anyway.


About the comp... don't know what I was thinking. Joining at this crucial time. I always go around saying that you can get cash if you win. Hehe, but it was never about the money. Guess I just wanted to prove something. Prove to myself that I'm doing something that I can do. prove that I don't have to keep doubting myself. Haha, crap... But in the end, I still suck. So pissed off at ZuYou. Blo*dy idiot.


Think the reader would be asleep right about now. I'll write more about this next time. I should be studying. Haha, say only -.-" Got heart no power(you xing wu li)
yup, that's about it then...


Peace y'all.

Friday, October 13, 2006

Update!

Haha, I just came here for the sake of updating this page. Don't really have any idea what to write. Hmmm.... oh yes, I've started studying! I'm glad the school introduced these self study sessions. If not, I wouldn't have opened my books at all. Haha, can call it the "activation energy" to start the reaction.


-.-" I don't wanna write about anything related to studies. Like, who would be interested in that? I'm not =p Before I change the topic, I'll just like to say that I've revised a bit on chem and physics. And there was this mock chem paper 1 that I took a few days ago. Failed the paper even though I've been studying chemistry for the past few days. That really pissed me off.


Maybe I should stop blogging. I don't update regularly and all I post is bullshit. So what's the point of reading all this? Hehe, guess the reason I started a blog was because.... was because... well I don't know. Created this blog in sec2. Was crazy about HTML then. Kept playing with it. Now I don't really give a damn anymore. And yes, I still suck at "computerlogy".


Stupid entry done by a stupid person. I'll stop here then. Going to Overdrive tomorrow =) Wade Robson's gonna be there. Hope he puts up a good show; cost me 37 bucks to go watch...


-MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU-