票面无情

I seem like myself, it doesn't seem like myself. What kind of a person am I? What is the train of thought on my mind inside, and what is shown through my body outside? It's troubling to have questions unanswered. So many uncertainties. Uncertainty... uncertainty. Is that what drives people? Always working to the answer but never finding it.

不要把自己的幸福建柱在别人的痛苦中。

不能让别人的幸福建柱你的痛苦。

Just throwing some sayings around.

I don't like to put up with and put on all these facades. It's awkward and unnatural. I want my life back.