Thursday, December 20, 2007

The same

Haha, I guess I'm not much different from everyone out there. =p

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Human

I'm not strong. Stab me, I'll bleed. Hurt me, and I'll cry.

Friday, December 14, 2007

Far far away.

Trapped. Been hell for me all over again these few days. Everytime I try to go more, it just hurts more. To back out, I don't have the courage to. Now I'm stucked in the middle of nowhere. Being oblivious and ignorant to myself isn't helping.


You can say I'm having one of those nights again. Maybe coz this is the time I can't find things to occupy myself with. And my mind just drifts back to the same damn heartache that's been haunting me ever since... ever since then.


Trust.I wish it can be easy.


"Everyone has their dream. But some just don't have the drive."

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Endless Road


The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognise this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

I never will

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Regrets.

There are many things I regret doing. And many I regret not doing.

Friday, December 07, 2007

One Last Dance

I 'rewarded' myself with a VCD today :p Haha, it's an old film called One Last Dance. It's quite nice. But I don't think someone who has never tried dance would understand it fully. They would never know the hardships dancers go through, and the passion inside them.


Haha, anyway, it's nice lah, that's what I wanna say. :p Have a nice day y'all.

Monday, December 03, 2007

Dementor?

I don't know why, but depression comes to me every night. I should sleep early and just forget everything.