friends

Yo! I found my textbooks already. When I went to school today, a few of my friends returned me my books. Guess who these people are... they are not the "friends" whom I've always talked about. They are the some of the boys from class 2/9 and 2/5. I was so happy that I kept thanking them. :) Now I don't have to buy new books le.

Well, dance today was quite boring. Today there was a teacher's day concert rehersal. So we danced the "The Art of Precision" twice. For the first one, there was once I could not open the fan fully. And I also forgot my moves. The second time was better, cause I was less nervous. Then after that go Hui Guan lor. Haiz... I'm getting from bad to worse. Today we learned another new move. Dunno what it's called. And I could not get it right. I could not get any move right at all. The long sleeve thingy is so hard to learn :( When will I be able to master it?

During the teacher's day concert audition. There was a flash presentation. And in this presentation, a song called "the reason" was played. This is a very nice song. I'm also addicted to it le. Now I'm addicted to five songs le. Ni Yao De Ai, My Immortal, Shu Shu Shu, My Happy Ending and The Reason. These five songs is so nice and I won't get bored even if I keep litsening to them.

Anyway, i got back my history and geography test results today. For geography, I got 20.5 out of 25. Not bad sia! But many poeple got more than 21. For my history, I got 4 out of 11 :( Can't wait to see my chinese test results. Hope I'll pass. I think I'll pass.... without flying colours. It's getting late already. And I have to go to school tommorow... But I'm still not tired leh. Die liao. Hope I can wake up tommorow. See ya!!

Shitty

Hi. It's me again.... Today, I went to the ACES day practice. I danced with my Class Comitee members. My class Vice-Chair and Treasurer (Pearl and Jessie)are very good at the dance. The five of us stood at the front of the hall :) So we had a clear view of the modern dancers who are standing on the stage. We danced and danced until I was very very sweaty.

Then after that, the chinese dance boys went onto the stage except for me. At first, I don't want to go up. But then I don't want to repeat the mistake I made previously so in the end, I still went up. It was not very scary as we were back facing the people. After dancing once, I ran away quickly while the others remained on stage. I got stage fright mah. Dunno why I'm so scared even thought the audience don't give a shit about us....

I better learn to overcome this fear. Like what Laoshi always say, a dancer must have confidence. When on stage, nothing else matters. Damn it! Everytime I began to build up confidence, someone would say a few words throw my confidence away. Gotta learn to ignore what other people says.

After that, I went studying with Hanni Jie and Jia Feng. Dunno why everytime when I take out my homework, I would feel very angry. Then I would start scribbling on a paper or bend my pen. Then when I'm angry, my hand will hurt like hell when I write. Think I applied too much strength already. Think I really have to get rid of this habit. I don't like to be angry leh. So sorry, Hanni Jie and Jia Feng. Hope I wasn't very irritating. I want to smile and laugh. But dunno why I get angry all the time. Can't relax. But when I keep my stuff, I would feel better. A lot better. I will be happy again. Haiz.... dunno what's happening to me.

I hope there would be a medicine to cure this habit. I really hate it. Maybe I should go for anger management. Nah.... Am I stressed? I don't think so. I'm just angry. Angry at myself for being a stupid loser who doesn't want to study even though I know I must. Well.... it's getting late already, I'm going to do my literature thingy and revise for my science test. See ya. MAY THE FORCE BE WITH EVERYONE WHO NEEDS IT.

Saved...

Yoyo. I'm kinda and sad and angry today. I was bullied by my "friends" today. A few of my friends wanted to go to my house to play PS2. But I don't want them to go cause everytime when they go, they are mostly the ones playing, not me. :( Then they started begging me.

After school, MJ grabbed my arm very tightly and kept asking me to let him go. I said no. Then after some time, I was pushed against the wall. Then he still kept on asking me, I mean forcing me. Once in a while he'll push me against the wall. So painful sia. At about 1.40, he gave up and he went to catch the malaysia school bus. He's not the only one who wants to go and play. There is another guy, Ber Han who also forced me. This guy knows that beating me up is useless cause he has beaten me up a lot of time already. So in class, he took my chinese handbook. Then after school, he took my whole bag! I managed to take out my pencil case.

So I went to retest my chinese spelling. And guess what! I got 88 marks. Thank you Hanni Jie and Jia Feng!!!! =) After the spelling, Ber Han asked me again. My bag is still with him. I said no. then he started to stuff my bag into the rubbish bin. The kind of rubbish bin where got cover and the cover can put cigarette one. As usual, I could not stop him. Then, Pou Yang(another guy who wants to go my house and play) helped me. He said if I don't want them to go then nevermind. Then Ber Han left angrily while talking all the bad things about me loudly.

I was a bit sad, I guess, MJ and Ber Han were considered my good "friends". I even know why I considered them my good "friends". they were always bullying me and stuff... Why are they being such a big asshole? When they want something from me, they treat me nicely. If I say no, they get angry. I also can't blame them. That's also how my primary school friends treated me. Most people who know me well will bully me. Cause they know that I'm weak and I give in all the time. But I think that's being clever. If I fight back, I'll lose.

Stupid me! Dunno why I'm so small. Wish I have powers like Spider-man. Before Peter Parker was bitten by that spider, he was always bullied by his friends. When he have those powers, he began to have confidence in himself. No longer and big fat loser. And he fights back. Not physically, dunno how to say leh. When people look at him, they won't think he can be bullied easily lor. Why am I dreaming? How can I be spider-man. Reaching 9pm already. Think I'll go and revise for my geography and history test. See ya.

Happy...

Yoyo. I went to play LAN with my friends in the morning. There were eleven of us. We played counter-strike for about 2 hours. And I was always among the top 2. Sometimes I was first and sometimes Joon Kiat was first. Joon Kiat and I have been playing since stone age. And my other friends are jsut begginers. After that, I went for dance pracrise yesterday, as usual... I was really happy with myself. :) I managed to memorise a zu he by myself. And I did not ask anyone!! But it's not really nice when I do it. :( Gotta practise more to improve. And on friday, I finally managed to keep the long sleeve thing. But it's still not perfect yet. It's almost 1pm already. So I won't write much. Well, yesterday was the first time I sat in the front of a taxi. :) Yay!! It was fun. There were pictures of the driver and stuff. Josephine Jie and Xiaoping Jie and I took a taxi to S11 to have dinner. Laoshi, Jenny Jie, Shu Chi and Kong Long sat in Jenny Jie's car. There, something really funny happened. Shu Chi bought a can drink. When he opened it, the drink blew out. and it flew in every direction. Unfortunatly, Kong Long was sitting in front of him. So his food was affected. After that, we went to LYS to see Kong Long's girlfriend, Snow white. She is so cute!!! And small, like a rabbit. She is white too. That's how she got her name. Sadly. Snow white was sick. I heard from them that she was sick because Jenny Jie brought her out on a ride in the car And Gan Die let her have a shower in cold water. Think I'll stop here for now. Til then.....

AVP

Yoyoyo!!! Went to watch AVP yesterday. The show was great... But I think it lacks content. Basically, the movie was packed with action. Pure hardcore! The predators were cool. They are all armed with deadly weapons. I like the blades that comes out of their wrist. It's so cool!!! Wish I have those blades. Then I can slash and cut my idiotic "friends". Well.. in the end, the predators won... It may seem obvious, but it's not.

Both sides have the same advantages even though the predators are definitely stronger. Quality and Quantity. That's their advantages. The predators are strong and powerful but there's only a few of them. What they have is Quality. And the aliens have quantity. The Alien Queen can produce tons and tons of them. And there's also plenty of human beings to go around. So I think it's a fair fight. I think the aliens could have easily won. If twenty aliens attacked a single predator at the same time, I think they'll win. The blades can't possibly kill all of them in time. But those mindless aliens choose to attack alone instead. Really "Bu Zhi Liang Li".

My favourite scene was the part where an alien tries to sneak up on a predator. The predator just turn around and slices off the aliens head. That's was totally cool!!! So nicely done. Wish I could do that too. If I was the director I would tell that predator to ka pua (spit) on the dead alien's face. That would be cool.. like Ah Beng... But I guess aliens have manners too... Anyway, the best thing I like about the predators is their ability to blend with the environment. So totally cool.. can easily ambush an enemy. But I don't think they use that ability to ambush their enemies. Cause they are warriors/hunters. There's no honour in backstabbing an enemy. They have to fight face to face.

I pity the aliens. The movie makes them look foolish, all of them getting killed by the predators. The aliens are cool too. Their long tail is so cool!! Brute power!! And the small mouth in their big mouth is so wicked... I'll rather let a predator slice me to pieces than let an alien pierce its mouth onto my head. The best thing I like about the aliens is when they become aggressive... so cool. they make that hissing sound and they reveal their terrifying rows of teeth. That's was so cool!!!!!! Wish I can be that scary.

Another scene that I like is the part where the aliens burst out of a human's ribs. That's totally disgusting.... Imagine if you woke up one day with and awful stomachache..... -.-" It's was really disgusting. But cool in some ways too. Hmmmm..... I wonder what kind of movie will there be next? E.T. vs Predator? Not likely to happen... :P Think I'll stop here for now... :)

Back....

Hi. it's me again. The last time I posted was about two hours ago. Wow. I spent 2 hours to do my homework. And it's 4.16 already. I'm getting tired already. So I'll be going to sleep soon. But first of all, I gotta pack my bag first. Should I sleep? If I do sleep, I'll only have about 2 hours of sleep only. But it's better than nothing. Hope I can survive today's lessons. Can't fall asleep today. Today is my english project presentation. So I must not feel tired. Heck... what's the use. tired means tired. How to tahan. So think I'll sleep lor... during recess. can save money :) Oh yeah. Forgot to mention this in the previous post. I did a makeover to my blog page. change the layout. But I still couldn't figure out how to add a tagboard. Oh well.. at least I learnt how to insert images and add links... Oh yes, today, I mean yesterday, I went to check my height. And I realized I've grown taller!!! Yay!! But I'm still a lot shorter than most of my classmates... no fair!!! Better look on the bright side. Maybe I'll catch up with them in a few years time... I've decided. I'm going to sleep. A few hours of nap wouldn't hurt.... Ok. That's all. Good nite to myself and MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ME!!! -.-zzzzzzzzz

Lazy...

Haiz.... it's so late already... I mean so early. Well.... i haven't started doing my maths homework yet. :( Too lazy. Gotta get rid of this bad habit. Anyway, thanks to Hanni sis and Jia Feng, I finshed my stupid chinese homework le :) I'm writing the Literature script now... Only done a bit only. I'm not even sure how the play is going to end!!! Can't think of a good ending. And my maths homework isn't completed yet! Damn... I need rest... Hope I won't fall asleep in class. But couldn't help it leh. The lessons are so boring. Especially, geography, maths and chinese. But I always make an extra effort to force myself not to sleep during chinese cause I know I sucked at chinese. Have to study hard to improve... Then I still got this "helpful" friend sitting beside me during chinese class. Whenever I put my head on the table or close my eyes, he would slap my head. It hurts a lot. Bo pian.. have to suffer in order to keep awake. No Pain no Game... Well, I really hope I can finsh the literature script as quickly as possible. The submission date is on Thursday but I want to finish it now. Cause I want to pracrtise mah... I really can't think of a good ending :( Think I'll need a miracle if I want to complete all my work. Or maybe an encouragement will do. Ok.. think I'll stop here. Gotta continue doing my Maths and Literature homework. So excited :) later can watch a very cool movie. -.!!!Alien vs Predator!!!-. But for now, I must concentrate on studying. :(

Gone...........

Yoyoyo. This is actually my second entry. I deleted the first one. Hope no one sees it. Anyway, I think I'm very sad. Haiz.... I don't even know how I feel. Anyway, my computer spoil le. So I can only use the school com. :( My computer was sent for repair but I'm not sure when it'll be back. Maybe 2 months later.) Yesterday, something really awful happened. When I reached home, my dog, Nicole was gone!! She was gone for good.... A few days ago, my mother told us that she wanted to give Nicole away. I thought she wasn't serious when she said that. She said that she was tired of cleaning up her shits and stuff... This was suppoesed to be me and my sister's job, but the both of us always came home late. So my mum was always the one doing the job. My sister always come home at about ten plus... then me sometimes early sometimes not early.... Then on the day before yesterday, my mum told me that Nicole was going to be taken away on the next day. But I refused to believe her. So I pretended that everything would be just fine. On the next day, which is yesterday, at about 6 plus in the morning. I took a look at Nicole. She was still sleeping. So I went to school lor. Blah blah blah..................... Then I came back home at 9 plus. Nicole was gone and surprisingly, my sister was at home. I asked her where Nicole had gone. She said my dad had given Nicole to my his friend's friend. And this friend of his lives in Jurong!! What the f*ck!!!! Nicole's gone and I didn't get to say goodbye. :( If I can, I would very much like to go and visit Nicole. And if I'm crazy enough, I'll find a way to get her back, no matter what. Nicole is my dog and no one is going to take her away from me....