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Shit!! Today, I have two performances in school. First, I performed the ACES day workout. I was standing in front of the school and I was very nervous.... I have just learned the warm up and cool down exercises on the day before. I'm not confident yet. As expected, all the people just stood there and watched.... So it wasn't really that fun.

Then after that, I ran up to the ITTR room to prepare for "The Art Of Precision" performance. It was a bit uncomfortable to wear the costume as I was very sweaty after the performance.

During the chinese dance performance, I dropped my fan! Actually, I did not drop my fan. Ummmm... How to say ar.... There's a move where I brush the fan to the top. Then I dropped the fan but I manage to catch it before it reaches the ground.

After the dance performance, we went back to the ITTR room. Then Kong Long told us that we danced well today. I was happy to hear that but I was angry at myself for my careless mistake. So I did a reflection and I found out why I didn't do so well.

It's because when I was dancing, my mind was somewhere else. I wasn't thinking about my next move or anything. I kept thinking about what my "friends" would say after the performance. Shit! Why do I care so much about what they think and say? So in conclusion, I think I wasn't confident enough on that day even though it wasn't very scary... :( Damn it, I'll try to be confident next time. What my friends think isn't very important. Then after the whole teacher's day concert, I went to find them and this is what they say... "Whoa!! Piggy so pro le ah. Not extra anymore" They said this as I only came out in the last minute during the last two sword dance performance. Okay... that's all. -MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU-