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Yoyo. I'm kinda and sad and angry today. I was bullied by my "friends" today. A few of my friends wanted to go to my house to play PS2. But I don't want them to go cause everytime when they go, they are mostly the ones playing, not me. :( Then they started begging me.

After school, MJ grabbed my arm very tightly and kept asking me to let him go. I said no. Then after some time, I was pushed against the wall. Then he still kept on asking me, I mean forcing me. Once in a while he'll push me against the wall. So painful sia. At about 1.40, he gave up and he went to catch the malaysia school bus. He's not the only one who wants to go and play. There is another guy, Ber Han who also forced me. This guy knows that beating me up is useless cause he has beaten me up a lot of time already. So in class, he took my chinese handbook. Then after school, he took my whole bag! I managed to take out my pencil case.

So I went to retest my chinese spelling. And guess what! I got 88 marks. Thank you Hanni Jie and Jia Feng!!!! =) After the spelling, Ber Han asked me again. My bag is still with him. I said no. then he started to stuff my bag into the rubbish bin. The kind of rubbish bin where got cover and the cover can put cigarette one. As usual, I could not stop him. Then, Pou Yang(another guy who wants to go my house and play) helped me. He said if I don't want them to go then nevermind. Then Ber Han left angrily while talking all the bad things about me loudly.

I was a bit sad, I guess, MJ and Ber Han were considered my good "friends". I even know why I considered them my good "friends". they were always bullying me and stuff... Why are they being such a big asshole? When they want something from me, they treat me nicely. If I say no, they get angry. I also can't blame them. That's also how my primary school friends treated me. Most people who know me well will bully me. Cause they know that I'm weak and I give in all the time. But I think that's being clever. If I fight back, I'll lose.

Stupid me! Dunno why I'm so small. Wish I have powers like Spider-man. Before Peter Parker was bitten by that spider, he was always bullied by his friends. When he have those powers, he began to have confidence in himself. No longer and big fat loser. And he fights back. Not physically, dunno how to say leh. When people look at him, they won't think he can be bullied easily lor. Why am I dreaming? How can I be spider-man. Reaching 9pm already. Think I'll go and revise for my geography and history test. See ya.