Chinese Oral.

Went for my O level Mother Tongue oral last friday. Felt very nervous then -.-" Think I failed the conversation part :P No idea what I was saying. Haha, very late liao... going to ZZZ.

Vindicated.

Yo. Added some music to my blog again. Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional. This was the theme song for the movie Spider-Man 2 (my one and only hero :P). I had this song here a long time ago. But I kinda lost it when I changed the freaking layout. And somehow I found it again. Put this song coz the file was small and easy to load. Only bad thing is the quality sucks.

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

{Chorus}
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me
So isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that

{Chorus}

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away (3x)
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away (4x)

{Chorus}

Hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

I can't get the song to repeat. So if you want to listen to the song again, just refresh this page =) Enjoy.

Money...

Haha, whazzup!? Very sianz so decided to post something here lor. I bought some new stuff recently. Bought a new CD yesterday. The 'Take the lead' soundtrack. Haha, also dunno why I bought it. Maybe coz I kept hearing the take the lead song by 'Bone Thugs N Harmony' That's a very funky song by the way. Cost me $18.95 -.-" And there's only 12 songs in it. I lied to myself saying "it's worth it" a dozen times before I'm convinced to buy it...

Went to Queensway shopping centre with my momma today. Bought new shoes =) Old School type one. 'Adidas Superstar 2'. A very common model -.-" Got 15% discount :P Of course my mum was the one who paid for it...

After that, went home ate dinner then shower lor. Now here I am wasting time when I should be doing my homework. No!!! Holidays are almost over. And I was just starting to enjoy myself -.-" Haiz, guess I'll have to wait til after O's to really relax. Oh yes, I haven't revised anything yet :P

Peace.

Man... this is bullsh*t

Nothing much to say. Life's been very boring recently. And I haven't touched my homework yet. Besides that, I feel that I have nothing else to do. Sometimes I don't even feel like playing games... How weird. Haha, for dunno what reason, I enjoy shooting off the heads of the enemies in Time Crisis 2. Like sadist sia :p

I've no idea what's happening to me recently. Feel so empty. Like something's missing... ??? Like what the he*l?

Oh yah, one more thing. Urmz, dono how to say leh. I kinda forget how to 'dance' -.-" Think this happened a few weeks after the Jan performance. After that, I haven't been "keeping it real" (if ya know what I mean). Everything is just... is just a little sumthin. Haha, even I myself don't understand what I'm saying at this point. Like typing some kind of foreign language lidat.

Here's something for you peeps out there to think about... It's like the chicken and the egg :P Does music come first or does dance come first? Obviously many people would say music come first. Like what Michael always says 'Music inspires dance' So whenever you're dancing, do ask yourself... 'What are you doing?'

Some stupid post eh? Haha... Oh yah, watched 'SYTYCT' on monday. Nick can really spin, damn... And Jamile should be complimented too; coz popping is some difficult sh*t. K.... gotta go.

-MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU- :P

Just another Day...

A great day spent indeed -.-" Didn't do much today. I'm just typing all this for fun. Don't bother reading if you have something better to do.

Went to school at eight as usual. Lesson was boring AS USUAL. Ate lunch after that and went for my dental appointment. The dentist power sia; cleaned my teeth so much that my lower jaw was hurting like siao.

After that, went for CCA lor. Man, I REALLY gotta practise the fan dance more, coz I totally sUcK. CAn't catch up and keep forgetting the steps. Haha, So anyway, went to watch the 'competition' after that. Apparently there was no competition -.-" 'Dance Xplosion' took place on the day before. Sianz! And I even called some friends along... -.-"

So sorry to those who went :P K.. gotta go. See ya.

Hoildays?

Whazzup!? Here's a very short one... I just wanna complain. Haha, as you all know, it IS the june holidays for us pri/sec/jc students. No need to go school... =)

But the problem is, I've been going back to school from monday to friday! It doesn't seem like much of a holiday to me. I'm still flooded with homework. But that's probably because I never touch them at all :p

Done. Over and out.

Cure for an itch?

Whazzup!? Went to watch X-Men 3 just now... Great movie. Kinda disappointing though, Scott(Cyclops) and Xavier died early in the movie. Haha, guess what, Stan Lee made an appearance in the movie -.-" He appears in almost all the marvel movies. In spider-man 1 and 2, I think he was a citizen fleeing while Spidey is fighting. In Fantastic Four, he's a postman. And in this movie, he's just an old men living near Jean Grey. Haha, he was holding a water hose and all the watter was flowing upwards...

But it was a nice movie. Those who haven't watch it should watch it too =)Oh yeah, my shooting skills have kinda improved! Haha, today, well actually yesterday; I completed Time Crisis 2 with an accuracy of 85.7! First time sia! A1 somemore:p As for Time Crisis 3, I managed to reach the part where you have to fight 'Wild Dog and Wild Fang' Haha, gotta stop playing man.. going to get addicted soon :p -TRIGGER HAPPY-

K... enough crap. I had my O level MT paper on Monday. I think I did ok. Just like how I did for the mock exam papers; which means I would either get a borderline pass or in the worse-case... FAIL. Then again, no use worrying now. Must focus on the other subjects. Nah, who am I kidding? Holiday! I'm gonna play 24/7. And sleep like no one's business...

What else? Oh yeah, I haven't gone for dance practices for a long time (Study for chinese mah) Don't think I can catch up liao. Missed so many things. Sian, it's gonna be he*l on Sat and Sun -.-" I guess that's about all for now.

-MAY DA FORCE BE WITH YA-

Just som crap

Saturday. Perfect day for studying. Nah...

Didn't go for dance practice coz my mum wants me study for the upcoming exam. So boring lor :p That's why I'm here to post some nonsense. Think I'm gonna fail my Chinese paper. I didn't do well for the MT Mock exam papers. I got borderline passes and a failure -.- So why am I still here? Gotta go study. See ya later :P

Good luck too all 4E5N students y'all. =)

Dinner...

Yo. I woke up early this morning :) Nothin much to do so I decided to come update this page lor. There ain't much to say. Had a very boring life recently. Oh yeah, yesterday was my grandma's birthday!

We went to Novena Square for dinner. Ate at some chinese restaurant. Luckily, my grandma has only three children; my mum and two older brothers. So it isn't really a big group. We occupied two tables only :P

After that, we all went to one of my uncle's house. His crib is so damn cool! Four storeys high! And there's a basement too! So rich sia... my uncle and cousins used to live above us (9th storey) :P Well.... My parents, uncle and aunt played mahjong as usual. Then my older cousins kai duo yi tai and started too -.-" My grandma sat there and watch. Haiz.. I still don't really know how to play mahjong. At 12+ we went home. >>>>>

Sh*t... O level MT Exam is around the corner. Got mock exam next week. So f*cked up. If I had the guts, I'll probably skip school for a few days :p Oh yeah, I'm gonna complain. I totally suck at chinese. Think I'll fail my oral. I couldn't say anything in the conversation part. And for paper 1, sometimes I don't even understand the question. Damn.

Haha, one more thing, I've been wearing braces for about 1yr 2mths already. When can I take them off? Sianz, some of my friends are free of it already :P Oh yeah, and there's another word for braces too. Don't know whether it's real. Grillz. That's what Nelly calls them. Grillz... :P

I'm crapping -.-" Great news.. I finally deleted all the comments =)
Peace.

The good and the bad

Yo! Back again :p I haven't deleted all the comments... Will do it next time. Hmmm, I realize that I don't come here very often -.- Other people blogs almost everyday. And I only update this page like once a week lidat only... Haha, too lazy mah.

Anyway, watched 'So You Think You Can Dance' yesterday. Allen and Snow were out! So sad... Oh well... Someone has to go. Ryan and Snow's performance wasn't very good I think. Like no Moi Qi lidat :P But Ryan's B-boy moves were awesome! Like what Dan says, "bad-ass" Haha, Snow and Allen so poor thing. They were the bottom three for all three weeks -.-"

I've received most of my papers back. I got an A1 for E-maths! English also not bad. But I suck at all the other subjects...
English:B4
MT: D7
A-Maths: F9
Combined Humanities: F9
Physics: F9
Chemistry: C6

Haha, oh well... better work hard for O Level :p Haiz... sian. Gotta go. See ya =)
-MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU-

Deleted.

Hey, I've deleted all the comments from one of the entries le. So tiring. Had delete each comment one by one. So you can imagine how many times I clicked the mouse -.-"

Dang... my blog's in a mess. Flooded with these comments. Haiz, too lazy to delete the rest of the comments. Think I'll do it next time... See ya and have a nice day.

Nothing to say..

Hey, did you guys see the comments on the previous entry? Power sia. Got lots of colourful vocabulary. Haiz... the anonymous say he/she is a group of five. I got on the nerves of five people? Damn... you all reveal fake name -.- Better watch out

The thing is... all this anonymous posting sucks. Not happy dun come here post comments. Do something else.

K... watched 'so you think you can dance' on monday. Left 16 only. Now 14 le. I think everyone did great :) Ryan, the only B-boy left in the competition even geled his hair flat instead of his normal spikey hairstyle. Haha, and Melody and Craig have very nice smiles :) They all very pro sia. Blake did his pirouettes perfectly. Like what the judges say,'bad-ass' performance.

The next show's on 8th May, 7.30pm. You guys should watch it too :P Oh yeah, common test is starting today -.-" Sian, the sec 4s still have to take the 'almost' full paper. Well, I guess this is good practice in preparation for the 'O levels. Mother Tongue Paper is just around the corner. I'll probably fail the paper or just get a borderline pass. To anonymous: Please don't post any comments about this. I KNOW I suck.

It's getting late... gotta go.
Peace.

Just another Day...

Yo. Back again :p Just came back home. I'm too lazy to do my homework. Will start at 8... Hehe, there's spotcheck in school today. As usual, my hair is a bit too long. So I decided to please Mr Radha for once. I went to cut my hair short =)

Before that, Ying Jie and I carried 3 barang barang all the way to 883. Went to dry clean the gold cloaks there :p Total cost is $230. So expensive sia. Luckily, we're not the ones paying for it.

I got a dance performance at Ngee Ann City yesterday. Danced "Joy Of Harvest". It was fun. Reported at the studio at about 1.30pm. Kiat and I practised a bit and slack a bit. Then went to prepare lor. The other dance CCAs are performing too. I think the Malay dancers are performing their '05 SYF item. The Indian dancers are performing a 'peacock' dance. The Modern Dancers got two parts to their item. The first part is a contemporary dance by five colourful gals =) ; and the next is a hip hop dance. To me, I think everyone did a great job. Mr Kok and Mrs Pang came to watch us too. Some Riversidians came too :)

Recently, there's an annonymous person posting comments about 'SH*T" here. So bad sia. If you don't mind, please tell who you are leh.

I guess that's all for now. Gotta bounce. See ya.

OC is over.

OC is finally over! Sianz... cannot slack liao :P Yesterday, Dunno who initiated the wet weather program -.- There was only a slight drizzle in the evening. Feel so sorry for the UGs. They did not do the parade; they've been practising very hard for it. And in the end, there was no parade! =( A lot of my friends were in it.

Here's what happened in the afternoon before OC. We reached at about 2.30 to practise. The modern dance people very hardworking sia. They started practising at 12.30.... They were practising at the statue when I walked in. After that went to the canteen for brunch :P The school provided the food. Fu Jian Xia Mian with no prawn -.- But there was chicken, vegetable, and a fishball in it :P Eat liao go hall to go through something, then we went back to the studio to prepare lor =) Blah blah blah....

I'm so mad at myself. What the f*ck! How can I forget my moves on the actual performance. I came out, did the first two moves and skipped the next one which is a spin I think. I was like, what the he*l! But too bad, gotta continue.. And that stupid mistake affected the rest of my performance. Couldn't concentrate -.-

Of course I didn't break down and cry :P Just threw a couple of punches at the walls. Haiz, so sad.... Too bad, cuz Shit Happens. Must do better next time lor.

Peace.

Just Nonsense

Hey, welcome back. I'm kinda bored now so I'll just type something here. Nothing exciting happened -.-" So there's not much I can write about. Well, I ate porridge for lunch today. Taste great. Reminds me of the days when I just put on braces.

What else? k... after that, I came home, took a shower and rushed to Huay Kuan. The lockers are finally here! Actually, they're not really lockers.. just metal cupboards; like those you find in school. So anyway, I had to wait there while the workers carried the cupboards up.

They really slack lor. After carrying the cupboards down from the truck, they took a break. After carrying six cupboards to the forth floor, they took another break -.-" So sian.... luckily YingJie came a while later. He so suay sia. The workers's boss see he so big, so he conveniently asked him to help carry the cupboards... Haha, so sad...

When everything is done, the both of us went to bugis. Went to the costumes shop coz YingJie needs to make his costume for the OC concert. Need to make a XXL one :P I left my costume there for reference :P

Then I got opera practice at eight later -.-" Sianz... As it's still early, we decided to go watch the B-boying tournament at cineleisure. They're so cool sia. There were 39 crews competing!! The LG mobile battlers (A,B and C) totally rocks! All three crews did a hell lot of power moves. And the crowd was cheering very loudly for them...

The locals a bit malu sia... they did mostly uprock and simple movements I think; Mostly the basics of B-boying only lor. There was also a crew from Korea who were quite cool too. Though they didn't do much of those difficult stunts, they had style and attitude. The opposing team lose face sia. There was a part where one of the Korean guys did his steps and like paused, and the opponent started doin his thing.... so the guy signalled him to stop and finished with a very cool pose. Then the Korean crew started dancing together, then a girl beside me said "Haha, like boyband like that" Blah blah blah.... I had to go at 7. Must pia to huay kuan. So I watched 4 rounds only -.-"

.... Too lazy to type liao. So I guess that's all for today. May da force be with ya.

A short one...

Whatzzup y'all? I got loads of things I wanna say(complain) but I'm just too lazy to type it out :P So I'll just write a short one.

28th Feb: Great News! I finally got an A for my 2.4km run.

Got it on my second run. Timing was 10.30 I think. It was my best timing. EVER. I'm so proud.... :P Was totally worn out after the run, I even felt like throwing up. Luckily, what's in was kept in (Phew!). Felt kinda bad though. Was planning to get an A with ma brotha clement. We ran together. But during the later part of the last round, I kinda pang se him and chiong myself :p

Hmm... oh yeah. Been flooded with homework and filing stuff recently. And my last paper is today! A-maths sure fail liao. Did 1 question out of 4. Gotta buck up.

Sianz, too lazy to continue.
Haha, just felt like saying this... no offence though
I hate my CCA! Also dunno why. Too complicated. Or maybe too simple beyond reason? K, go pia homework now =)

Peace.

Stress...

Hey, what's up brothers and sisters? Long time no see.... Here I am, back to complain about my life again. Don't worry, it'll be short. Well, I've been kinda stressed lately (for no bloody good reason). Also dunno why leh. And Common Tests are just around the corner... actually it's next week :P and I haven't even study yet -.-" Dang it.

K, time for a short reflection..... it's been a tough week, did so "many" things. mostly unproductive work :p no lah, just kidding. Here's a not so detailed list of what I did...

*homework mentioned was due on that day :P

Monday: School lesson, did history homework.... sleep
Tuesday: School lesson, skip CCA to pia chinese homework.... sleep
Wednesday: School lesson, O.C practice.... sleep
Thursday: School lesson, Humanities extra classes, cut hair... sleep
Friday: School lesson, chinese extra class, chiong a maths file.... sleep

So that's how one week passed by. It totally s*cks. I'm feelin kinda stressed -.-" Got so much "homework". All accumulated de :P Should have done more earlier. Oh yeah, and the chinese homework I mentioned was supposed to be the December holiday assignment.

And I was feelin #$%@^&!*^ (dunno how to express myself) during the O.C practice on Wednesday. I have no idea why I was feeling that way. Damn.... I just remembered that I forgot all the moves of the grand finale. Peace. I better get it right before the next rehearsal :P

So anyway, I'll take back what I said about this being a short entry :p Sorry guys.. Then my A-maths hor.. cannot make it. It's so stupid (or rather I'm stupid). I copied all my assignments in order to hand in the whole file on time. And in the end, I learnt nothing. The same goes for last year's a-maths file. I think I copied over 30 a-maths assignments then! And I got an E8 for my EOY paper. Cheers! I hope Mr Radha will never see this :P

Hmmm.... so sianz, haha, every friday is my "off" day. No homework and school stuff please. Slack 24/7! Chiong LAN!!! Chiong PS2!!! Chiong whatever the h*ll I wanna do!! Okay, I think I feel much better now. Body temperature's back to 37 now. K, see ya *reader's name here =) And may the force be with you.

p.s. Please don't do drugs. It's bad for ya.

A cry for help

Hi, just wanna complain about something unimportant. :P I'm getting sick and tired of this problem that I have with blogger.com It's really no big deal though. So here goes.... for I don't know what reason, the blogger website is displayed in chinese on my computer. Kinda hard for me to navigate around the site, ya? So if anyone sees this entry and knows how to solve this 'problem', please do tell me =) Thanks.....

Oh yeah, and by the way, Happy Chinese New Year to everyone! Hope you will have a great year ahead.

-MAY DA FORCE BE WITH YA-

Get A Taste of This!

Yo. I'm back again =) Great news, I'm not here to whine or complain..... much. I just tightened my braces recently.(it's last monday if I'm not wrong) The dentist found out that a part my braces is broken. Actually I have no idea what that sh*t does but it is put onto the molar(grinding/chewing teeth). So after changing to a new one, I can't chew at all. Believe me, it sucks.

So after that, the only thing on my menu is porridge, porridge and of course porridge. But hey, who cares? Here's the important thing, the porridge at the Toa Payoh Koufu food court is absolutely excellent!!! I've eaten three bowls of it already. So everyone out there, please try it when you have the time. The only disadvantage is, you'll get real hungry pretty soon.

Oh yeah, in case ya didn't know, Christmas is around the corner. Receiving presents feels good, but giving feels even better... So please remember to give me my Christmas gift.

I guess that's all for now. Peace.
-MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU-

A moment of Boredom

Hi everyone. I'm kinda bored right now. Too lazy to do my homework :P It's been a long time since this page was last updated... isn't it? Well, so sorry to those who visit my blog (if there even still is)

K.... first of all, I don't think I will change the new layout. Forgot how liao... and I don't even really know how in the first place. Haiz, sianz.

So many things has happened... (Sh*t happens right?) Dang, I haven't written this phrase for a long long time. I've changed a lot, I think. But some things doesn't change. Like, I'm still short (a bit taller now though).

Hehe, time for some self reflection... how have Zuyou changed? Hmmm... my music taste has expanded. I'm starting to enjoy R&B now. I used to hate it because of this saying... "RnB is like whining and complaining, they just add rhythmn to it"

What else? Well, I still am a big fan of Linkin Park and Avril Lavigne... =) Rock on!

*I wear braces now and it sucks

Oh yeah, for those who visited this blog when it first started, you'll see that I wrote something about my "friends". Ok... I think what I wrote then was wrong. It's all bullsh*t. So stupid of me. Those guys ARE my friends and I should accept them for who they were, the same way they accept me. So here's a BIG apology to them :P

Oh yeah, guess what? I'm in the RSS chinese dance commitee! No big deal, all I have to do is carry the hi-fi :P Just joking... Dang, I'm sec 3 now and I'm supposed to be the 'senior'. Weird eh? I still can't get used to that (and never will).

Gosh... why am I writing all this? Did I take drugs this morning? Must be wearing off :p Guess I'll go do my homework now. See ya.
Can't clone me y'all (copy Benji Madden de...)

p.s I don't do drugs
-MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU-

Remember kids, smoking kills.